Wow HippieHermit... quite the touching story and also thank you again for your service. Aren't pets amazing? The way they simply want to please us regardless of who or how we are - the unconditional love they give to us? Even though, as I've previously stated, I thought I was the most considerate smoker (always going outside, trying to stay away or at least downwind from people that didn't, etc.) it was only a few short months ago, while still smoking analogs, that I would go outside to play Frisbee with my dog, and during "breaks" I would go off to the side yard to have a smoke. Inevitably, he'd come running up to me with his Frisbee while I was smoking and I'd tell him to, "go... go... go lay down and take a break." And dejected he would, and in hindsight, to him it must have seemed like I was ...... or scolding him, while all he wanted to do was be near me and continue playing without a care in the world about the smell or heath affects. Since I've been vaping, I don't worry about that so much anymore. I know it's not the same as suffering the loss of a best pal, but your thread reminded me that there are consequences for smoking however miniscule they may seem at the moment. I wish you all the best, and thank you too for reminding folks about the unintended harm that may be inflicted upon those we love and whom offer unconditional love.