Not sure exactly what happened with the PIF but it takes a Big person to make an apology like this. Good deal.
That said, you Can't start drinking and smoking analogs when you run into a bump in the road. You going to have things like this happen again. Everyone does. But you can't turn to analogs!
vape 38mg juice till you head is swimming. Ride your bike for 10 miles. Make a long post about wanting to smoke but don't strike the match on that first one.
Now throw the rest of that pack away and get back to what you know is better for you.
yes, we couldn't have asked for more, neph really did his best
but how do we get the momentum back?