i just need to put this down somewere. my wife has Multpal Myeloma and has been fighting it for 14 yrs. she was doing great for the last 9 yrs . last year it came back and is now agressive. she has had 6 cemos 5 driffent kinds sence last may. she it in bad shape. friday we were told she would not fit the new drug study and they wanted to do more cemo. i was thinking there was no way she could do it. last night she told me sshe was tired and didn't want to. so now i am trying to stay strong for her. but it is killing me . i don't know what i am going to do she is my life we haver been together for 30 yrs and i don't know what to do. i know this is running off but i need to put it somewhere. to keep from breaking down, she needs me still , but this is killing me
thnx i know no one knows me but i am a loner and have been all my life so that is why it is so hard.
TW
thnx i know no one knows me but i am a loner and have been all my life so that is why it is so hard.
TW