I couldn't sleep last night. Caught maybe a couple hours. Gee, why is the brain so active when you go to bed at night. I kept thinking about what my Grandson, Zach, asked me Saturday night. My Grandsons went sledding. I don't know where they get the energy. We came back to the "Big House" (what they call it) for dinner. After dinner, Zach wandered up to my "studio" which is where I found him. He asked me, "Grandma, where are your paintings?" I looked at him and replied, "I don't have any I am working on." He said, "why?" I replied, "I don't know. Sometimes people get tired, Zach, and they take a break until they get refreshed." He said, "when are you going to paint again?" I looked at him and said, "soon, when the Cabin opens up. I like to paint outdoors or in the Screened in porch, honey. I don't feel so alone then because the ducks and swans always keep me company."
I was thinking about it all in bed last night. Obsession can be a good thing or a bad thing. I have become obsessed with the whole e-cig business. I spend way too much time on the forum. I need to get on with my life. There are some art fairs I have been in before that I shouldn't have a problem getting into again. I went into my studio this morning, and I said out loud, "I miss you, my friend." I think only one other person on here can understand and that is Natura as she is an artist also. You have to feel the things you are painting right down to your very soul. I also want to re-write that manuscript that almost made it to the big leagues....lol......
When I am busy, I do not vape. I vape way too much now. Discontent...boredom...I don't know why but it is time now to get on with life. Spring is coming, one of my easels will be transported to our Cabin, the boat will go into the water, my Gift Card for Bass Pro will be used for an assortment of lures and stuff, my reels will be need to be oiled, the camera batteries need to be charged, etc. Busy, that is the key for me, busy, not sitting in front of this dang computer, vaping like crazy.
So does anyone else get into a funk like I experienced?