I did it. I really did it!
With no plan and no set quit date, I spontaneously decided to see how long I could go without smoking if I gave it an honest try with my e-cig. And it's now been a whole year. Not a single cigarette since then, not even a puff.
Do I miss it? Yes and no. I don't miss cigarettes at all, but I do miss who I was as a smoker. I know it's easy for some people to switch over to e-cigs, but that was not the case for me. Well, it was and it wasn't. Not smoking was actually much easier than I expected (yay ecig!). But the toll it took on me in other ways was much worse than I expected.
I felt physically awful for many weeks and just when I started to feel better, depression hit hard and stayed with me for months. I finally came through the other side of that a few months ago, but I still don't quite feel like myself. Some days I do, some days I don't, but it's a process and overall I'm doing fine.
And I'm still not smoking.
With no plan and no set quit date, I spontaneously decided to see how long I could go without smoking if I gave it an honest try with my e-cig. And it's now been a whole year. Not a single cigarette since then, not even a puff.
Do I miss it? Yes and no. I don't miss cigarettes at all, but I do miss who I was as a smoker. I know it's easy for some people to switch over to e-cigs, but that was not the case for me. Well, it was and it wasn't. Not smoking was actually much easier than I expected (yay ecig!). But the toll it took on me in other ways was much worse than I expected.
I felt physically awful for many weeks and just when I started to feel better, depression hit hard and stayed with me for months. I finally came through the other side of that a few months ago, but I still don't quite feel like myself. Some days I do, some days I don't, but it's a process and overall I'm doing fine.
And I'm still not smoking.