I need to quit smoking but every time I try I just end up buying more packs of smokes and just smoking non stop to "make" up for the days I quit, usually I can quit for a day up to 2 or 3 days and then I crack and buy a few packs and go through them quickly. I feel so tired of life and am tired of being depressed smoking cigarettes everyday just to feel okay with my life, I want to be happy with my life but I get these strong urges to have fun and start smoking to feel really good. I have a ton of electronic cigarette supplies but I can't get myself to use them because I need that cigarette taste, flavor, etc. I'm tired of losing everything I care about just to get that rush from the nicotine in my blood stream, I'm tired of my hands and feet blistering because not enough blood is reaching them, I'm tired of living my life just for the next cigarette, even as I type this I am getting ready to have my next smoke and I can't wait. I planned on becoming a doctor and even have my B.Sc. in Biology but still stupidly smoke and am ruining my chances of getting into medical school. I just want to quit, be happy with my life and achieve my goals but I have no motivation besides just saying I want to quit and recently I realized because I don't have any "real" friends who care enough to help me quit.
I want to get a quit buddy here, so if anyone else wants to quit by tomorrow please reply or PM me, I want to quit at the same time as the other person and use each other for motivation to remain committed to quitting. I would prefer someone who is also not using e-cigs but don't mind as long as they don't smoke any analogs and have time everyday to let me know how their day went by quitting, etc. If you are interested please let me know, also if tomorrow is too soon you can set a date this week and I will happily quit with you.
I need to quit for good, the last time I managed to quit for a few months with the e-cig but I never want to put any chemicals in my body anymore, I think we all deserve to be happy without nicotine.
I want to get a quit buddy here, so if anyone else wants to quit by tomorrow please reply or PM me, I want to quit at the same time as the other person and use each other for motivation to remain committed to quitting. I would prefer someone who is also not using e-cigs but don't mind as long as they don't smoke any analogs and have time everyday to let me know how their day went by quitting, etc. If you are interested please let me know, also if tomorrow is too soon you can set a date this week and I will happily quit with you.
I need to quit for good, the last time I managed to quit for a few months with the e-cig but I never want to put any chemicals in my body anymore, I think we all deserve to be happy without nicotine.