Drawn to this thread...hmmm... So I've been on Effexor in the past and found the beginning and ending 2 weeks very mind alteringly shaky. I did better on this drug than most others once "into" it but have always disliked the idea of pharmaceuticals and their side effects. I am in recovery from drugs/alcohol going on 16 years and am now a counselor...as the years went by in my recovery I became more "stable" with what appears to be a mild anxiety disorder.
Since quitting on e-ciggs 4 months ago I became concerned about this newfound "energy", a sort of obvious hyperactive-ish-ness. Initially I liked this, along with clearing lungs and sinuses, then I became concerned when my anxiety skyrocketed. I adjusted my nic amounts, finally settling on 24mg and occasionally a little 36 mg when I don't have the leisure to vape longer...
So I seem to have settled down now at 4 months in and though not coming across all manic (I was worried that I was escalating and it may affect my work) I find that I am vaping an awful lot, almost chasing/searching for that "calm" someone mentioned earlier...
I have read the thread on "Nicotine, are we getting it or not" and believe
I am taking in (by vaping so much) pretty darn close to what I was smoking at 2 packs/day of Mlb 100's... Purposely I do not go to higher levels of nic too often because though I get the nic fix, my anxiety is higher than is comfortable to carry all day.
I would like to try an herbal alternative for anxiety (valerian stinks too much!) and am anxious (!) to try the passionflower. Currently I am trying Dong Quai and Tumeric for a few other issues which I am liking so far...supposedly the Dong Quai has anti-anxiety properties as well, any takers?
I really am grateful I no longer suffer some of the mental health issues I did in the past and that my increased anxiety initially with eciggs has died down somewhat...I really am in pretty good shape and have had no desire for an analog but think that an MAOI alternative might "take the edge off" and perhaps I may vape less like a maniac and be more comfortable in my own skin...
It is comforting to read one is not alone in their experiences of increased anxiety. I have been so excited to have quit analogs but have not been able to put a finger on "what's wrong with me" and had been "giving it more time"...I'm better but still searching...analog-less!!!