Now don't get me wrong, I fully consider myself a Christ follower. In fact, my vocation is a youth pastor. I've worked in four churches as either an intern or a youth pastor. In each of those churches I have experienced severe backstabbing by the leadership to the point that I was cut from my last two churches due to corruption and jealousy. I left peacefully (which took a lot of help from God) and am back with my in laws. I see these pastors and people that decided to cut me still in leadership even though they lied to the congregation and continue to lead as a politician rather than a servant leader that Christ was. This breaks my heart. My wife and I have only been married a little over a year and already been through two churches in which we didn't do anything wrong (I would be the first to admit I messed up). What's hardest for me now is attending any church because I know too much behind the scenes issues. Heck, maybe I'll start a church where we all vape together! Anyway, I just wanted to share a little bit so everyone could know me better. Hopefully I'll get a new job soon!