For me, and this really is an upsetting admission, my little boy.
While I really cut down when I was pregnant I didn't give up. He was born with holes in his heart, I thought that was bad enough but then I was told he wasn't strong enough for the surgery to correct them because, unknowingly, both his father and I were carriers of Cystic Fibrosis, now we constantly live on pins waiting for him to be strong enough to survive the surgary (hopefully in 18 months time) and I have the guilt of possibly harming my child for my own selfish addiction.
People have asked how I can (still waiting on my pv to arrive) still smoke, it's a drug that is more addictive than most of the banned ones, it's guilt and shame with me but I feel I'm making a positive step in all this, I will quit the annalogues and then, at my own pace I will lower my nic till I am nic free and this is going to work.
Surprisingly it was my sons specialist that put the idea of vaping to me, his words "NRT from the doctors carries only a 2-5% success rate, I haven't come across anyone yet to have failed to quit using a pv. More importantly, this way is less harmful to my boy"