I joined this forum for 2 reasons just 2 days ago because for one I think the government is trying to kill us with these new FSC analogs and I was feeling sick from them and I knew I wasn't fully ready to quit and 2 because I have a 2 year old son whom I take care of by myself since day one and I want to be around to see him grow up. I am only 22 so I feel as if I am still young and I want to live a more healthier life style. My fiance is an ex-smoker and he is helping me through this. And to be honest if it wasn't for my loved ones helping me I would probably keep it on. Some people just don't understand especially if they have never smoked before.
Sit down and talk to your husband and even show him these forums if you have to try to get some point across. I understand you when you say it's an erotic/exotic feeling because I feel the same way. I think someone mention the HTM ( Hand to Mouth) situation where that movement is just needed. If you really feel as if you need that interaction try the e-cig with NO NICOTINE. I think (don't quote me because everyone is different) you can see if it's actually the HTM need or an actually nicotine need when you try one without.
But I am new as you are new and everyone is or has went or is going through the things you are going through or are feeling. In the 2 days I have been here I have learned some and am still learning But the support here seems awesome. So between the lovely members here maybe they can help you with ways to talk to your husband or some other ways to deal with it.
I wish you the best and keep us updated
Sit down and talk to your husband and even show him these forums if you have to try to get some point across. I understand you when you say it's an erotic/exotic feeling because I feel the same way. I think someone mention the HTM ( Hand to Mouth) situation where that movement is just needed. If you really feel as if you need that interaction try the e-cig with NO NICOTINE. I think (don't quote me because everyone is different) you can see if it's actually the HTM need or an actually nicotine need when you try one without.
But I am new as you are new and everyone is or has went or is going through the things you are going through or are feeling. In the 2 days I have been here I have learned some and am still learning But the support here seems awesome. So between the lovely members here maybe they can help you with ways to talk to your husband or some other ways to deal with it.
I wish you the best and keep us updated