Hi, my name's Rosa and I am an Atheist! (
Or maybe I'm a Pantheist?) I don't know, I don't like to box myself in. All I know for sure is that I don't believe in God or a "Higher Power" or any of that. I don't believe that things happen for a reason and I don't believe that we all were "put here" for a reason. I just wanted to introduce my self and ask two questions:
#1. Has anyone heard of Pantheism?
#2. Why does my being an Atheist piss everyone off so much, and have you run into this.
Nice to meet folks with like minds
#1 - I use to think like a Pantheist. Maybe I still do a little bit. I'm probably just borrowing some ideas from them and incorporating them into my own understandings. Rather than making a reference of God to the Natural Universe, I just call it "the source". It's not supernatural, it's a natural machine. It can be hard to admit at times, but we are inferior to Nature. Nature runs our existence and destruction. Without it we are nothing and neither is anything else. I don't have a doctrine for it. I don't pray to it. I don't praise it with any religious
sense, but I sure am glad it exists. I wouldn't say Nature is "sacred", it's just common
sense to know it is greater than mankind and we shouldn't try to toy with it too much, unless we want disasterous side effects. I know I don't... do you? - It's important to understand Nature as much as you can so you can have knowledge of how we, and everything else, got here. The "god" answer will always be a "non-answer" to me.
#2 - Bigots, haters, common discriminators, and the like will always fear members of society who are different and don't believe what they do. They don't like it when reality slaps them in the face to wake them up from their fantasy. It's as if extra information literally makes their brain hurt and so they don't want to think about it. If they want to believe in a god and life after death, then that's fine. But, it doesn't give them a license to persecute me! I don't care what their fallible book says, "being" and "saying" are 2 different things.
Also, I used to think I came from a good wholesome family capable of unconditional love. But, ever since I announced my atheism that love mysteriously vanished. I'm still trying to make a reconnection with them, but it just doesn't feel the same anymore. There's a certain dark stillness or silence in the air when I'm around them and it feels really awkward. In the past they have resorted to making false accusations and created wild stories against my principles, and I think they've done it just to make themselves feel justified with their christian beliefs. My administrative privileges have been revoked from the will of their estate and I only get $1.00. It's really hard to communicate with them because of this.
They hate, and I mean HATE, democrats, liberals, blacks, mexicans, homosexuals, bisexuals, muslims, Jehovah's, mormons, atheists
(which I didn't know about earlier, because it was never discussed), and anybody that has been in prison. They are southern baptist republican conservatives who never go to church, never read the bible, and at the same time they think god is a group of ancient
alien astronauts. They believe Jesus
(who was created through artificial insemination of Mary done by the aliens) was the only person who knew "what was really going on with god and the universe" and you have to follow him to be a morally upright individual.
[I had a hard time typing that without laughing]. When they pray, or say grace, they only make reference to the christian Jesus like you would normally hear. That way everybody else will think they are normal christians, but the other side of the coin says they are twice as insane.
Do you see what I'm up against here?... My hands are tied.
So now, I'm a 40 year old atheist with a wacky family who obviously doesn't want me around anymore to remind them of the cold hard facts of reality.